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not much... i got my ID card and i look like a nerd...as usual... but yeah anyways i finally got to here the voice of the ever changing Mark who has a hella deep voice now and no mohawk cuz its so high...loli missed my buddy, and no i am not at the dance cuz no one wanted to go.... what a drag...i love to dance... so im going to try and put pics up if i can... so yeah

Current Mood: bored
Current Music: "What If" RxBandits

So the second time starts with a great thursday as usual, and then RUben comes over.. we talk for hella hours about the usual and then he resided into asking me about Cafeceitos and OF COURSE I WENT CUZ IT IS just THE MOST!!! lol man im hyper.. but yeah anyways so we go right
and freakin i was hellza hungry so we go to McDEE's across the street and i get a mighty kids meal... mhm CHICKEN!!! SO yeah i dont really like McDees unless its breakfast butyeah anyways, ummmm whats it called. Alright so afterwards we go in and there is this chick that i THINK Clara knows and she was learning the bongo drums... and then Hot Guitarist walks in, whos name is Sam... total droolage but so was the bass player, but then again dude now that i think about it who am i to judge, that could be their life and them have nothing else they know you know...
butyeah they startedwith some flows which was so killer and there was this one dude that is going to be there on the Twentieth...he was hella freakin cool man rasta and such,so open mic started and the firstup were "Nick & Jon"all I have to say to that is "poor Nick...
Poor Jon!" oh yeah and Friends! As RUben Said, they were like a really bad coldplay... in the middle of their second song ruben whispers near me,"lets get a burrito..." i hella get it but i didnt want to be rude...so i go why"
"cuz i REALLY want a burrito"
"lets not be rude, wait till their done"
"ok"
after their set was done we left
then he goes "oh look at the line,i cant wait THAT long"
(keep in mind every1 was pretty much in the other room)
so we go and all we kept saying to each other was...poor Nick...poor Jon...then i was wondering what it would have been like with friends... SO i guess i'll update today tooooo

Current Mood: blank
Current Music: "come on" Letters to Cleo

alright So last SUnday nigth was the game yes?!?! and I finally got to meet Eric again, temp drummer for band that totally fell through a Loooooooooooong time ago... hes such a funny guy, so freaking cool. I see him in school every day now and he persistantly calls me,"yoda"which is cool, i have an immense amount of nicknames...
So that day starts with Ruben coming by for me to do his eyebrows and that kinda where everything started you know, and i do mean everything. GOsh him and me its errrr total over analyzation. i know but yeah they came out hella good, better THAN MINE!!!...lol
SO then he invites me to the Barbecue and we pick up Eric... we drive pick up his cousin who looked adorable, but toooo young... what an infant (sixteen) and yeah so that was that
we get there... RUben is talking about get his eyebrows peirced and there i go with the whole precaution crap even though we both know damn well that he shoiuld know better than me given his age...
We are finally inside and i meet everyone, SORT OF and we watch the game and such, RUben gets a beer
YES YES BEER!!!! BEER BEER BEER BEER BEER!!!!
And he asks if i want one, i hold that cold refreshment known as BUdweiser in my hands for a good ten to fifteen before he finally realizes that im probably not going to drink it...
SO he takes it away puts it back and says i can have a GOOD SWIG of his!
So i take an extremely small sip and come to the conclusion that that stuff is DISGUSTING!!!!
AUUUUUUUUUUUUGH... double AUGH!!!
He says that its probably the worst beer you could drink for your first time
OK for anyone that has never had beer before this is basically what it is: expired club soda with a bit of old appl juice and sugar... a DASH of sugar!
eeeeeeeeeeeew... so obviously it was not that great... but the rest of the time we were at Erics cousin was a blast, his buddies are so freaking funny, with the transvestite they tried to pick up and the panty sniffer and the weird shy pervert... hellza busting that night... im so bored im going ot do Cafeceitos 2 right now...

Current Mood: giggly
Current Music: "dance WIth me" Hot Hot Heat

SO cafeceitos was last week and this week on THursday... but righ tnow this is Last week. It was a freakin cool chill place, to freakin bad i had to leave early, had i had known i had an ACTUAL curfew that night i would have stayed later... but anyways...i did promoting for Hot Hot Heat and posted FLyers everywhere... basically there was this real highlight... a really hot Guitar player, that was probably to old for me but tantalizing anyways, but i saw him eyeing someother chick so EH i guess not...lol fun none the less.. wish i could have stayed longer

Current Mood: awake
Current Music: Nappy Roots "around the globe"

alright so i had a crazy ass dream last nigth... now ill sstart

Last night I dreamt that i had an import street car, with hella modifications on it. SO me and Jose were racing cuz we were on a team and well i raced htis guy named Chew Lee, he was this hard core leader from this asian gang (i know it hella sounds like F&TF)but yeah so i raced him and well I won right?... so after I won the bet was that i got his pink slip, so i saked him and he helaa got mad. Alright so there I go leaving the scene and being all whatever dude you know cuz im not going to fight htis guy. SO Jose and I jet hom and we end my hous garage. APpearently I have a big Ass body shop runnin ginside my garage. SO the Police come trying to chase after me and pin me down fo rillegal street racing. I had in the bathroom right as i see the shadows of my dad in handcuffs under th edoor... SO i hella jet, my brother and mom are gone... I tell them to meet me in Vegas. I call Up my buddy Clara ask her simply"feel like going on Vacation?" So we jump in her dads old van and I get a call from Jose telling me Chewe Lee was the guy that ratted me out and that he'd tail me Vegas to make sure No one is after me. SO Its me CLara and some random chicks in this beat up van driving to Vegas from San Jo right??? well Jose rents a bigg ass U-haul and jams all our cars in there and then parks em'ta this hotel we end up goin to. Clara the girls and i are at this hotel downstairs and a girl that highle resembles an old friend up mine stops me and goes,"Have you ever seen this man,(its CHewe Lee!)you see he's my boyfriend and im a private investagator looking fo rhim and who ever is associated with him to rund down a few 'questions'"Clara looks at me I look at CLara...we do this kick ass whistle and the gilr and I hella jam out o ftha store to our floor, WITH ALL THE CLOTHING ADN SHOES WE WERE GOING TO TRY ON IN OUR HANDS...We stuff the stuff in our bags and hed to our floor where the manager is there with our key, appearently we didnt pick it up...it has a lock on it with a tracking device that way we cant leave the stae line without paying our fee and its also heat sensitive...Clar jacks the keey off the lock and leaves it by a heater...we grab our stuff from the room and jam into the casino. We stop for a drink where we meet up with my mom and bro... she said she bailed me dad out and he was at the slot machines, so we get hsirly temples and Lovlynn is serving us...TRIPPY! We tell everyone the whole story and Lovlynn yells out that CHewe was chasing after her to after she accidentally beat him at a light race, we see Chewe. Lovlynn looks at us, Clara anad I look at each other, then we run... chewe is on our tail and we make it to the elevator and we start lookin gfor the van, all of our cars are there but where the hll is the van, lovlynn finds it and all of our cars were rigged with hand bombs, whoever opend them without pictor ids that matched ours hand their hand blown off... KILLER!... so we drive and drive... and CHewe is after us, then I wake up....TRIPPY!

Current Mood: energetic
Current Music: "Superman" goldfinger

Lost in Frisco... wow is all i have to say.

SO i'll start it with this, Ruben was hella late right and it was about i think six to six thirty or so when we left and he goes on about ANdrea and how things are going in that department. I keep hearing on all of the reports that there is HEEEEEEEEEEEEELLA traffic going to frisco but i dont say anything. SO we're driving and we OF COURSE... get into hella traffic. It was alright i was pretty much there for Strata and Superchannel.
SO we're driving and all of a sudden we smell chocolate... BAM!!! its the ITs It Ice Cream factory we pass by... which may i say is a hell of a lot better than the ciggerrettes that intoxicate Rubens clothes sometimes, poor guy.
ALright so we're probably half way there and he goes"you know how to get there right?
Oh YES OF COURSE I KNOW HOW TO GET THERE>... I've only been there what TWICE... and both times were RIGHT NEXT TO CHINA TOWN!!! lol... so i didnt know where it was, so i call everyone i know and ask them and NO ONE KNOWS everyone is being a DUMB GUY that night...
SO yeah finally i call 411 and the lady says that its at Peir THirty six... alright so we park near Pier 30 and we walk. We Get there and Ruben says, "it doesnt look familiar" So we keep walking thinking we might be near it and that maybe the lady said "BY" peir thirty six. FInally i get tired and I call again, the NExt lady goes "Pier 96" ooooooooooh i was P.Oed... but i kept my cool because i didnt want to seem discouraged right then...
SO hes says we could probably walk it... time goes by... by... by... finally its about 8:45 9 ish and we ask person after person after person, and FINALLY this cop goes... Pier 96 is about four miles THAT WAY!!! oh heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeellz no am i walking four miles on top of what we were already doing... so we walk back to the truck and he pulls out and goes well lets just drive there for our own reference for future times.... alright thats cool...
Before I go any further let me just say that Frisco is an incredibly Beautiful city,i mean even the traffic is pretty!
Alright so anyways, we go and there are a whooooole mess of one way streets,im thinking hes going to turn left from the turn off, but nope he goes right. Yep RIGHT into the Bay bridge....!!!
Now I have never SEEN nore BEEN ON the Bay bridge, so this was a big thng for me, despite the incredible catastrophe it turned into, but it was cool cuz that when our adventure really began.
SO My friend Jackie calls and we're on the bay bridge still, IN TRAFFIC. ANd when we get off we are of course in Oakland. SO she kinda says where to go and we end up at a toll... 2 bucks...
After the toll we look for a way out, so hes driving kinda mad, and we're trying to make the best out of this by kinda laughing about it,"THis is soooo not funny" he keeps saying... poor guy.
We drive and drive, and hes trying to get us home because we're pretty tired by about now. We drive and end up in the maze of the adult area of Frisco. so I crack a joke," well lets stop here, i've never had a lap dance before." Finally we get out.
WOO-HOO!!! so yeah so anyways, we are about to leave for home and he ALMOST makes the same stupid ass turn again... but being the SMART GUY he is he doesnt....whoooh(wipes for head)
So we're driving home and then we pass the Its it company and smell chocalte but not so well cuz we're on the other side...so that was frisco....
and next entry ill talk about SUnday night football... WITH BEER!!! (correction... Frisco was Friday i think?)

Current Mood: amused
Current Music: "Iamahighway" Audioslave

SO i have no boyfriend, and it seems David is wanting to fill that position... Now that he is able i kinda dont want him to, dont get me wrong David is a great guy... but mostly a friend. He complains to much to be any more than that. Appearently I have become RUbens Counciler.. eeeeeew my spellin gis horrible.

Anyways yeah i always end up in that situation. Putting myself in the coucilers shoes. ALways unintentional. Of course where else would i be.

I have an Audition for another band which i have to talk to Ruben about because i am hella scared and its completely different from what i did with scarrd Surface.

Have you ever thought that sometiems you do things selfishlly??? i kinda feel like that right now. I really dont feel like going in depth about it except to just point out that everythings a cycle, and cycles may sometimes change. And sometimes they fall into old patterns, in this case i think im wanting to enter an old cycle with new patterns... GOsh i feel so stupid!!!

I'll discuss this more in depth with Jose tomorrow morning over breakfast...DAMN IT I INVITED HIM FOR TOMORROW!?!?! Myabe he'll forget. You know i want to support him i really do but i can help it...damn im stupid. And I havent talked to Rob for about a week. BUt tonight im going with RUben to Cafeceitos to watch open Mic night... i dont htink i'll bring any material, i just want to be the audience tonight.

Friday will be so cool... School for only two hours!!! it doesnt get any better than that! and Saturday night is De La Hoya, Cant wait. Well i have a story to tell you guys about last Saturday night but I'll do it in the next entry cuz i like to keep them at a minimum...sort of.

Current Mood: confused
Current Music: "Sally's Song" Nightmare BC & Usher- "you make me"

wow it has been sooooooooo long since ive done this whole thing, i forgot where i left off... so this might be long. Well lets start from where i think i left off.
Well I busted on my vocals and i believe i am no longer in the band anymore. WHich is cool cuz there is so much going on right now.

School started.. I have five classes now and four next semester, possibly three depending
I broke up with ROb after ions of denial... which is good but it kinda sucks cuz he has my glasses in his truck, (favorite sunglasses) so i have a feeling i will never get those back!

yes yes, it has been an immense amount of ions since ive last written in this, not that anyone actually reads it however. But if you do then here has been update of month from past.
I finished summer school WOO-FREAKIN-HOO!!!

also i recently went into the recording studio with the band, and JUSTIN!!!

I havent seen ROb for, well i dont know how long ive forgotten how many weeks its been, probably three or four... not really sure.

ERRRRRR i know things have been weird lately, and that sucks...i need to work on my vocals really badly, i miss practice

I saw Jose, i havent seen him in over a month... what a chick

ALright if you ACTUALLY READ THIS then please send me some feedback, i have a huuuuuuuuuuuuge dilemma:
I haven't seen Rob in a loooooong time, a few weeks, that was a loooooooong time, we're heading into a months time lapse here. THis isn't a different scenario, my last boyfriend i had gave me the same run around, only it was because he had a lot of other commitments. Now with this one not only does he have other commitments, but he also lives over an hour and a half away, it seems as if im acting out my fear of real commitment beause of my second boyfriend from years ago who was really clingy, and im afraidd of having that happen again (then again that guy was a total spycho path!) but yeah, it is almost as if im SETTING myself UP FOR HEARTBREAK errrrr and it is a total drag! Robby is the sweetest thing in the world and hes just amazing you know, but he lives so far away and has all of these other things going on, i feel like a burden to him, and i KNOW thats stupid and that maybe im over reacting, but i dont know i feel as if me being with him is a chore, and that him and i talking on the phone is an obligation he just wishes he never had you know, we've only been together for about a month and a half, so maybe i really AM over reacting...well if anyone reads this please send me some info, i feel like ive set myself up for damnation here... and hes so sweet errrrrrr someone some where send me some info...DAMN!!!

Current Mood: bitchy
Current Music: "black bullet" idney thieves

alright so Rob has been gone for four days now. I do miss him so, but then again it gives me a chance to sleep so i cant really complain. Cuz sse because Rob lives so far, i have to call after nine so i dont get a big huge bill later. SO Practice has taken a huge toll on a lot of things, we've been practicing pretty much every day... which leads me to this huge drama for your mamma... errrr its so long i dont know if i want to type it all up...no one reads this damn thing anyways, ill uh type up the longer version later i guess, but not now, the whole point of rob not being here is sleeping early so basically Rob is at Comi-con, its appearently this huge convention where they have all of these comic book fans and such all over the place, and RottenCotton.com has a booth there, so check em out! But yeah, im going to bed WICKED EARLY cuz its thursday, so watch me kick my cousin downstairs without saying a thing...errrrrrr no offense people, but i hate it when people stay over uninvited... errrrrrrrr and already we are always having someone over EvERY DAMN NIGHT!!!
now Julie shes different cuz she was invited, the band, invited, my cousin... UNINVITED... i need to put a sign up that says, TAKE A NUMBER ... or NO VACANCY!!!
yeah i think i like that one better...
so i wrote a bit, oh and JUSTIN the drummer, our friend, he quit...just as the drummer thoyugh, hes still our buddy old pal and he still might chill with us at the beach, but i dont know... maybe he should have laid it earlier...say TUESDAY..yeah that would have been better...

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: "sleep" the smiths